Miss you much.

Miss you much L

I don’t know what I’m feel to him but I always thinking about him, write his name in my books, always talk about him. Sometimes I cried, because him but him never make mistake to me, but I’m crying about him awwww my feals so random now K.

Did you know, I don’t know why I always wait him, whereas lost of men around me but my feels just for him, I think him is best boys him have some charisma and cool boys haha. I tried to move on to find other guy, I’ve do that but unsuccessful cause once again my heart just for him.  Seriously I tired to be like this sometimes I’m thinking I must say my feels but I haven’t adrenal to say that cause I’m a women.

If I say  “ boy I’ve waiting you for 3 years and I like you”.

Woow there will be three possibilities, he laughed because he thought I was joking, or he will be away from my life because he thought I was crazy girls, or maybe he said "I also feel the same way as you.'' but for the third possibility that’s so impossible cause i know i;m not beuty so maybe that never be come true right -.-

I wanna meet him even though just a one minutes or maybe one second I’m very very very miss him, I’m not hoping to make some conversation with him cause I think once again that’s so impossible. I love him so much but him just my dream and never be come true cause I don’t try to approach it, I’m so ashamed, just look at his face, my heart was trembling, let alone see his face hear his name, my heart shook like an earthquake haha J

I just pray to god “ god I love him because you, god protect him, always make him happy, give much love and love for him, give him success and if him loves someone, I hope he gets someone who really loves to him and heartfelt to him, and I love him god L“